am i a psych or something ?

[s0phis]

I am 24 and i code since about 7 years, i made an education as software engineer and my class was full of gamers and nerds..

On this board here i see a lot of people bragging for lol, minecraft, fortnite , twtch or whatever accounts.

I dont think i am a nerd, i think much different in my opponion an my motivation is always money.

I never play games, i spend about 18 hours a day at the pc or laptop and all i do is this:

 

- search for monetizing methods , serious methods that can be automized

- code software or tools that i can sell or make money with in any way or code bots that automize promising monetizing methods

- learn and study programming, troubleshoot and optimize my software and learn more.

- i smoke about 2-3 joints a day and when i am high i often solve problems i had with my coding

 

I often fall asleep infront of my laptop late nights during i read some infomative articles. I don't even listen to music more often than 3-4 times a month, even though i have spotify bots. I do everything i have to do fast, so that i dont miss time to make progress with my projects. I eat fast, i pee fast, i shit fast i shower fast everything fast.

 

I could play all kinds of games but i feel stupid when spending my time watching tv or netflix, when i play a game, when i use entertainment media, I feel like it's a total waste of time, brain capacaty and it really does not entertain me at all.

 

All what entertains me is when i learn something and make money best learn something new to make more money.

I do not care much bout the rest of the world, and i would like to live far away one day in peace and pretty much for my own.

I don't like social media, i have no facebook, no whatsapp, no instagram, no snapchat all this shit.. i have telegram for business

 

I cant stand the fake people  in my generation and the newer ones, pretty much i can't stand society. 

 

I am a very social person to the outside, one would never think of me this way if he'd met me I am like the best liar and actor you ever met. I often think about myself and i don't know if i am not fully normal, but what's considered normal ?

 

[willzeweirder]

Same here but i don't smoke 

And well i'm  bad at social shit

Edited by willzeweirder, 12 July 2019 - 06:43 PM.

[Alexej27]

you are not a psych

i would rather say you are an workaholic since you dont make an pause and as you said yourself you rather learn something instead of playing games etc

[s0phis]

Same here but i don't smoke 

And well i'm  bad at social shit

 

I dont understand what people get when flexxing on others, it's a clear sign they have some kind of complex. And if its not flexxing do you have a fetish or why do you have to be seen by foreign people. People that critize you whenever and wherever they can. What is those people intention i can not understand that intention maybe i am just different

[s0phis]

you are not a psych

i would rather say you are an workaholic since you dont make an pause and as you said yourself you rather learn something instead of playing games etc

 

But you cant imagine i am lazy AF.. i always look out for the quickest working solution and the most comfortable way. I am a lazy person in everthing else

[Alexej27]

But you cant imagine i am lazy AF.. i always look out for the quickest working solution and the most comfortable way. I am a lazy person in everthing else

I am similiar in some parts but i still play games but much less now and dont do drugs

you are trying to skip the life or some parts í dont know you and mabye its something inside your head that you want money or something stable

its not wrong and even good in my opinion and being special can also been seen as good because i think its not good if you are just doing everything what else people are doing ( wow my english sucks )

everyone is kinda unique. you arent that lazy as you think you are lazy in doing the long ways you are trying to skip parts

[0xroot69]

mah man u r the lvl that i wanna reach ! and  u no psycho

[ShinyThings]

Not psych but def boring
Luv ya doe

[edgygoth]

you woke asf homie

[Shields]

u r not fuckin psycho, thats 4sure. 

still think ur op brained.