DEPRESSION

[ladysexy]

So, I started workout, I started also doing some things.. When I do start to watch videos to learn python I don't feel like I like it, I mean I know all that basics stuff

I try to skip videos, but I want to learn it like from 0 and master it my goal of learning is making money off of it, also making some checkers and stuff, but today, I woke up early workout after that i get out a littel bit outside walked and get back to home.. I opened a video tutorial after a while i felt bored, I started to look into pornhub, and I jerked off, I regred doing it for real, I want to change my life I did quite smoking for 1 week rn, I feel shit I want just to make few bucks to help my father to pay school, he will quite job I guess.. I did e-whoring it went good, but my mental health fucked because of it, right now, I got a paper i typed everything I need to improve and tmrw, will start it, I wanna get out but my place is not that good tbh (there no where to go its shitty boring) but staying at home kills your social also your body, from sitting all day in pc, I will start read a book.. and will cashout my crypto money rn and buy clothes for school and see things.. will do update thread guys, I want you to be strong, I love all of you maybe im not alive tmrw I want to say im in war with myself everyday talking to myself trying to figure out whats going on, my country is totally shit boys, like no work that pays you good/ I have no place to go, to do my calisthenics stuff ( I did made tools in that back of that house I workout there ) 

I want you suggest me what to do, instead of this shit e-whoring, I need to learn a skills that make me good money, I want to get out from this country I swear im killing myself everyday..

 

 

That was from my heart, Hope you all good guys!

[ApolloArt]

So, I started workout, I started also doing some things.. When I do start to watch videos to learn python I don't feel like I like it, I mean I know all that basics stuff

I try to skip videos, but I want to learn it like from 0 and master it my goal of learning is making money off of it, also making some checkers and stuff, but today, I woke up early workout after that i get out a littel bit outside walked and get back to home.. I opened a video tutorial after a while i felt bored, I started to look into pornhub, and I jerked off, I regred doing it for real, I want to change my life I did quite smoking for 1 week rn, I feel shit I want just to make few bucks to help my father to pay school, he will quite job I guess.. I did e-whoring it went good, but my mental health fucked because of it, right now, I got a paper i typed everything I need to improve and tmrw, will start it, I wanna get out but my place is not that good tbh (there no where to go its shitty boring) but staying at home kills your social also your body, from sitting all day in pc, I will start read a book.. and will cashout my crypto money rn and buy clothes for school and see things.. will do update thread guys, I want you to be strong, I love all of you maybe im not alive tmrw I want to say im in war with myself everyday talking to myself trying to figure out whats going on, my country is totally shit boys, like no work that pays you good/ I have no place to go, to do my calisthenics stuff ( I did made tools in that back of that house I workout there ) 

I want you suggest me what to do, instead of this shit e-whoring, I need to learn a skills that make me good money, I want to get out from this country I swear im killing myself everyday..

 

 

That was from my heart, Hope you all good guys!

The fact that you're still fighting the good fight every day speaks volumes.
Simply do what you can and you will have a great time.

[Dick]

You are better than most of us cuz you try to fight back and have solutions,

as a person live in Syria (the worst country to live worldwide) and spend 24/7 on PC from years, I can clearly say there's always opportunities, just don't give up!

[Tarzan]

https://gettr.com/user/cobratate

this dude helped me alot. I recommend you watching his videos and understand him.

[ladysexy]

The fact that you're still fighting the good fight every day speaks volumes.
Simply do what you can and you will have a great time.

Thank you brother, I wish for you all the best!

[ladysexy]

You are better than most of us cuz you try to fight back and have solutions,

as a person live in Syria (the worst country to leave worldwide) and spend 24/7 on PC from years, I can clearly say there's always opportunities, just don't give up!

Much love brother! thank you a lot

[ladysexy]

You are better than most of us cuz you try to fight back and have solutions,

as a person live in Syria (the worst country to leave worldwide) and spend 24/7 on PC from years, I can clearly say there's always opportunities, just don't give up!

Thank you brother!

[ladysexy]

https://gettr.com/user/cobratate

this dude helped me alot. I recommend you watching his videos and understand him.

Thank you bro! a lot!!!

 

Much love

[cardmani]

hope you get better dude

[Tarzan]

 

Thank you bro! a lot!!!

 

Much love

 

You're welcome!
If you don't know him you will think he is a bit weird at first but the more you watch him the more you undestand him