Everything's nothing anymore

[Chimerian1]

So Nulled-ians, I always had a question I wanted to have varied opinions about. Is losing interest in everything a natural part of growing up? Is the ability to feel excited about experiencing anything new, thrilling, learning something cool, meeting someone, just restricted for the first few years of our lives? I'm 19 now and can barely feel anything. Nothing amuses me anymore. Is this how this would go for the whole life? Emotionlessly following a 9 to 5 to pay the education loan and just do enough to survive? If that's how it is how do people manage to keep themselves alive for so long?

[Eminem]

I feels only with my drugs

[Tovaritch]

And that's when you start doing drugs because they make you feel happy again.

Sorry mate, but your free trial has just ended, good luck surviving.

[Panket]

I feels only with my drugs

same man, this hits hard but its true

[HomesickForUs]

I've been there and currently fighting about it after growing up too fast. I think it's part of life since when you grow up you realize the true world.. Jobs, taxes, being serious, having your life in order. Doesn't sound fun right?

Just find something you love. Make it your hobby or full time job. There's no other way. And of course, find the right friends and relationship. It takes time but have faith. Flow with the river now against it. Read the Tao

[Eminem]

I've been there and currently fighting about it after growing up too fast. I think it's part of life since when you grow up you realize the true world.. Jobs, taxes, being serious, having your life in order. Doesn't sound fun right?

Just find something you love. Make it your hobby or full time job. There's no other way. And of course, find the right friends and relationship. It takes time but have faith. Flow with the river now against it. Read the Tao

 

this is the better solution, dugs sucks!

[Magilp]

this is the better solution, dugs sucks!

dugs do indeed suck

[E4an]

almost same spot fam. I am going to university next year, i dont even know what i want to do in my life. We are the same age unless you are born in 2001. 

Lets hope we get blessed with something we can cherish, right now that is my mother. If i lose her idk what will happen.

[Chimerian1]

 

I've been there and currently fighting about it after growing up too fast. I think it's part of life since when you grow up you realize the true world.. Jobs, taxes, being serious, having your life in order. Doesn't sound fun right?

Just find something you love. Make it your hobby or full time job. There's no other way. And of course, find the right friends and relationship. It takes time but have faith. Flow with the river now against it. Read the Tao

well...

Finding something I love- How tough can that get? I mean Ive tried a lot of things so far, I liked reading, I dont like it anymore; I liked playing guitar, just cant do it anymore, I liked making new friends offline and online, cant feel a thing anymore.

I cant care less about having right or wrong friends. its as if they wont make any difference. 

Sorry to sound negative but I cant  really see how this is going to happen

[HomesickForUs]

any idea on how to resurface? People are key trust me... not having money, not having a good job but people. Friends, family, GF etc. Invest in people and travelling, you can't go wrong