That's good shit, quitting smoking is really hard and that can be fucking life altering. This is the things I like to see

Damn bruh, I mean life is meaningless but that doesn't mean you can't enjoy it. Don't we do that everyday? Partake in meaningless things because sometimes we enjoy it or it makes us feel a certain way? While something might be meaningless it doesn't mean it has to suck. Sure some bad things will happen but there will always be good times or mediocre times. If you immerse yourself in something you're happy with and find a passion then you've won life.