God, I don't know you but this has been just touching to read.

God bless you and everybody who has stepped up to help you.  You are an inspiration.  As someone who is also 20 and lost somebody close to them, watching your progress helps me out more than you can believe.

Thank you and everyone else who has stepped up to help you.

I use Windows just due to the field that I work in.  I think Mac is better for graphic design, video/sound editing, etc.

Overall, I hate Macs as I don't do any of the above^.

The former glory of the soviet union.

I owed quite a bit of money to eBay back in the day, long time ago.

Never paid it, they stopped calling too.  My credit is wonderful.

They may have just pulled it out of my account with me having no clue, or they just gave up.

Strange.  I wonder what scare caused you to post this?

I wouldn't imagine this being sufficient in court.

God do I miss OSRS.  Original 2007 player here!

Unfortunately I don't have the time to play anymore, and I refuse to make time for it.

Nothing like being numb to your life, up until 6:00 AM with bloodshot eyes listening to techno music and grinding for pixels that don't matter though.

Heads up and take your time, then go and crush it, you got it.

As someone already said, maybe it wasn't for you. 

Maybe it wasn't your "personal legend", as Paulo Coelho says. Go ahead and read "The Alchemist" if you haven't already, it will help you.

@Homesickforus

I started smoking when I was 14 years old, and continued through most of high school.

I think it was a blast and helped me learn to be more social but overall looking back I really think it did more harm than good.  Now that I'm a full on adult I cannot afford to continue doing such things.

Security cameras

Fire alarm system

Please don't neglect those ones, as boring as they sound, they are important.

@Penis

Be careful.  You've already heard it, but how come you don't just invest and take some long/short positions?

Don't forget that leechers get banned faster than ever

I think the FBI would go after a much higher-profile targets than Nulled members.  I am thinking of when the Carderprofit / Blackshades sting happened.  They weren't looking for SE's and Refunders...

No. I don't even think it's possible for it to pass BTC.

Leechers will get banned.  After downloading it, rate it if it is good.